today is mine and brett's 11 months. he's still as amazing as when we met. although it sucks that i have to work all day, but hopefully we'll do something fun tonight. im sure we will. he's sleeping right now, lucky he doesn't have to work. things are going good. i love living with him. i love waking up next to him. yea, i pretty much just love him...


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HAPPY 11 MONTHS TO US!

me and kristan finally got to hang out last night. we went and saw the movie, The Devil Wears Prada. it was pretty good. it still didn't make up for all the time that she's been here and hasn't hung out with me at all though. oh and she left this morning. so basically, she just hung out with me because it was her last night in town and she didnt wanna feel bad, or maybe her mom told her to. i doubt it was her idea. i mean yea, we had fun and i miss her to death, but im so over this shit. i wish things were back like they use to be. we use to hang out everyday after school. we use to always do stuff together. now, we dont even talk. all we do is read each others words off this thing. its depressing. but im not gonna let it get me down...

i'm getting really pissed at kristan. and i shouldn't. i told myself to just ignore her and not be let down, but its hard. she's in town, and she's said a few times that she wants to hang out, but even when i give her the opportunity, she blows it. i have a job, a life. i can't just drop everything for whenever she decides to come around. i'm about over it. i wanted to hang out with her, but now, i'm to the point that i when she does wanna hang out, if it ever happens, i almost just wanna tell her that i have other things to do. and i don't in any way think that's a wrong thing to do. sucks that we use to be so close. i guess it's like a long distance relationship, it just doesn't work out...

i went and saw pirates of the carribean last night at midnight! it was long... and i was falling asleep, but i think it was good. not as good as the first one though...

i dont have to work tomorrow! yay! i havent had a day off since last sunday! kristan's in town. we were going to hang out tonight but then i texted her and she texted me back saying she was going to dinner with her family. soo, who knows. i probably wont even see her at all this week. im not even gonna get my hopes up. tonight im not doing anything now. and bretts in new smyrna with his dad. im lonely

today i went and registered for my classes. i feel much better about things. im taking 14 hours this semester, and ill have classes monday, tuesday, wednesday, and friday, but it won't be too bad. i'm kinda excited. i filled out tons of scholarships today, and entered some online photo contests. its raining, so i dont really have anything else to do. and i dont have to be at work until about 6:30. rent's due saturday. ill be broke. i cant wait to get my paycheck after the races. it's gonna be good. im working a few events, so event pay should be pretty good. and im gonna work as much as i can since theres nothing else to do when theres races, and everyone else will be working. i cant wait to go tubing again. its so fun, and when your out on the tube, going about 45mph behind the boat, you really cant think about anything except holding on. its relaxing. everything else in the world kinda disappears. i wish it would stop raining. i hate having to run through the rain to my truck, and then getting soaked. i wish my mom would call me. i need to talk to her about giving me money for school. im gonna have to pay about $300 just for my classes, and then whatever books are gonna cost. maybe i should have done that financial aid bs.

basically, i got bored and made a new journal.